Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I'm Avoiding Life

with this post It's only natural. School has me falling asleep, which is preventing me from sleeping at home. Homework is just out of the question and all my friends hate me. That last part is a lie. But Mallory and I did go a week being bitches to each other. Why?

Because we're teenage girls.


If you don't believe me then...BOOM

I know what you're one cares. But this is the friendship of all friendships so get over it.

Now on to more serious matters. I'M BORED. And not the "right this moment" boredom. The "I'm bored all the time" boredom. School just isn't doing it for me. I need to find something to fill my life again. Something that actually gives me a reason to ____. I don't know. I just don't. know.

I'm reading a book. That's about as much as I have right now to filling that imaginary hole in my life. But eventually I'll be done reading the book. And noting that I'm a fast reader doesn't help either.

I guess I could perfect my juggling skillz....

Remember that chaotic room I had? The one with all the shit all over the walls? The one I had before deciding to paint it grey? Yeah, it's recently come to my conclusion that I really miss it. I realized that that room was my giant art project and it not only helped my boredom, but it also kept me from ripping my hair out. In a way it kept me sane. And now, I need to find something else to replace that with. I can't take pictures and I'm a horrible artist. I can feel myself hating writing more and more, which is a shame, but I figured it was bound to happen some time.

People keep telling me to find something that I love and just do it. Don't ask questions, don't resist it, just do it, and I just can't. And I guess it's because being an amazing collage/PowerPoint maker doesn't help my chances of rolling in the doe.

I'm done complaining now. Just one of those nights.


And then I'm seeing these dudes the day after!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011


did I watch this?

It's just bad and now I can never erase it from my brain. The only thing I got out of it was...

Saturday, March 5, 2011

March 4, 2011

Let me just break down March 4, 2011 for you. It was only the best day ever.

People that ramble about their day on here kind of annoy me (even though I totally do it), but I'm about to do it, because March 4, 2011 was amazing.

I woke up at 8, giving me 15 minutes to get dressed, pee, find breakfast, and drive to school without being late. Let's just say I failed. Sat in my history class where my history teacher succeeded in freaking me out about the future. Lunch came where it was  CORNDOG NUGGET DAY. oh yeah....

Just so you know, writing in complete sentences probably isn't going to happen here.

Then Spanish with Diamond Dicks and my new friend Gabby, who is amazing to say the least. We had a sub, which is like God in some sorts when you're in school. I failed a test. Not my fault though. I just didn't know what was on it. OK, I probably didn't fail. I just didn't know the first half of it. Journalism class was better. Instead of starting the project I have due in 8 days I got on Yahoo answers and made people's lives better.

I only wish I came up with that best answer. But sadly I didn't.

Anyway, after school S. Pat and I hung out at my casa where we failed at playing catch and talked to Nicole. THEN (it only gets better), Cryst...Diamond Dicks came over with Gabby and WE GOT TACO BELL. We came back to the house and waited for Mallory to show up before we jetted off to the oh so wonderful Edwin McKay's where we bought lovely music and then taking a stroll down Elm Street to see some beautiful art and eat free food.

Then we took Savannah home and went back to my house where Diamond and Gabby had to leave us. Mallory and I went to Taco bell again. We came back to my house where we ignored each other until 2AM.

Mallory, sorry PowerPoint was being gay and I couldn't make you one tonight. But I will step over that line and probably make you one tonight...while your not here....which, by the way, I find incredibly creepy. But I'll do it for you. Also, sorry we didn't get to play catch. Next time we'll play extra long to make up for it. I know you're probably sitting at your computer shaking your head no right now, not believing anything that I say, but it's the truth. We will. I promise.  By the way I want my CD's back...

Also, thank you Nicole for giving me awesome music and being the main reason why I ignored Mallory and didn't play catch with her.

Well, there you have it folks. My blog post and my Friday night. When you type it all out like that it doesn't sound much fun, but hey, we saw a train and if you don't like it you can go suck it.